"It's as if a great bird lives inside the stone of our days and since no sculptor can free it, it has to wait for the elements to wear us down, till it is free to fly." Mark Nepo

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Haphazard Garden


I am a haphazard gardener. I mean to be more intentional, more faithful, more disciplined. I was once years ago. I admire the gardens of people who are still. The gentle firework explosion of soft color that is an English country garden is the ideal that lives in my heart as I go about my casual gardening life.

 I visit nurseries and look at catalogs and pore over seed packages that are sprouting in stores everywhere. I buy  the limitless potential of tiny brown specks promised by the shiny perfection of pictures. I adopt tender plants just beginning to show their true colors. And I even get most of them planted, with love and care and lots of food.

From that point on, however, my attention is a hit and miss thing. Weeding happens on sunny mornings that are not too hot and not too cold when I'm not busy doing something more satisfying. Watering happens when Walt gets to it. Feeding is a once a year thing, with heartfelt and unkept promises to do more.

I stopped vegetable gardening years ago when I made the connection between the coincidence of the beginning of the school year and every single thing in the garden coming ripe and needing attention. The choice was kids or corn, and the kids won.

So vegetables got replaced with flowers. Annuals at first because of the bright, endless show of color throughout the summer. Perennials later because, while the flowering season is shorter, the plants don't die. Mostly. And the variety tickles my soul in a place that petunias don't quite touch.

The result of my benign neglect is a garden that never ceases to surprise and delight. My front bed is full of crocuses right now, ten times more than I originally planted. Somehow the yellow ones have disappeared over the years, but the purple and white that survived don't seem to miss  them. Tender lambs' ears are starting to fill in a corner, providing a soft gray contrast to the vivid shout of crocus color. It's early enough in the season that I can ignore their intention to take over the entire bed and just enjoy their innocent newness for now.

Hyacinth fingers are just beginning to show here and there, tantalizing me with their promise of handfuls of fragrant rockets of pink and purple and white and yellow. Daffodil buds sprout everywhere, waiting for the spring sun to appear and ignite their brilliant fire.

As I wander the yard, I see shoots of day lily leaves braving air that still holds the cranky bite of winter. My leggy, untamed forsythia, more yellow every day, is entwined with the flowering quince, equally unkempt, just beginning to hint at the fuchsia glory that is its unique signature. The waxy green island of vinca in the middle of our driveway offers a few bright blue stars on the edges of its shores, scouts for the invasion that will overrun the island soon. Farther on, gray-green needles yield the essence of lavender to the warm friction of my fingers, promising much much more when the warmth of the sun can be relied on.

The brittle brown remains of last year's garden have not dissolved completely back into the earth, even after the harsh pounding of the winter still clinging stubbornly to the air. I'm going to have to remove the bodies myself, or let their dead weight smother the more tender flowers still waiting to emerge: Bleeding heart. Penstemon. Jupiter's beard. Peony. Coreopsis. Phlox. Pink. Shasta Daisy. Cone flower. Bee balm. And I need to make room for flowers that help define summer with their reassuring and reliable sameness: Petunia. Sweet pea. Marigold. Snap dragon. Alyssum. Cosmos. Nasturtium. Pansy. Zinnia. 

Haphazard seems to be working. For now at least. My garden needs much less of me than I once thought. Of course the more attention I give it, the richer it is. But there is something about the wild surprise of nature left to fend for herself that is much more satisfying. It's the letting go of control, and seeing how much I can release before it becomes abandonment that fascinates. It's one more layer of learning to listen to the quiet voice rather than jumping to the strident insistent demands of the loud one. It's a special kind of freedom.

photo from Flickr

38 comments:

Carrie Wilson Link said...

Love that last paragraph, and that last sentence is a killer. In a good way.

Deb Cushman said...

I love haphazard gardening! Wouldn't know how to do any other kind. But, you make it sound like something to be proud of and from now own I shall!

kario said...

Ahh, the glory of bulbs. I love that they spread and just keep on giving. The daffodils and crocuses and grape hyacinth that get plugged into the ground once and just know what to do and when to do it are my saving grace.

In the meantime, the children you've tended over the years have flourished and grown and will add so much richness to the world they inhabit that it seems worth it that they won out over the veggies year after year. You may be a haphazard gardener but you are a phenomenally devoted teacher, my friend.

I love you.

Mark Lyons said...

Once again, you put into beautiful words the lessons of life that God continues to reveal to all of us...often simply through the reminder in your words. Your picture of the garden and the beauty that it holds simply when we let it grow naturually is a vivid word picture of how our/my life is so much simpler when we/I don't try to control it all.

Continue to share your gift...and your insights from the lessons of life around us.

I love you.

Angie Ledbetter said...

Lovely! You've got the good gardening stuff -- enjoyment and beauty without it becoming a dreaded chore. Good life lessons here. :)

contemporary themes said...

I love haphazard gardening. It feels familiar!

The garden in that photo is lovely beyond words. Is that your house?

Amber said...

This post gives me so much to think about. Too much, maybe! I always "want" to garden...and then i don't. because I feel like "if i can't do it right"... blah blah. Which is just what I tend to do with writing! Or school! or anything. I get stuck in the idea of perfection. Your words make me think of how much I am missing-- something I tell myself all the time!lol-- because of this stupidness.
Who knows what could blume, if I just tossed some seeds out, once in awhile?

;)

Rebecca Woodhead said...

This reminds me so much of my old garden - I live in the rural Cotswolds in England and this is how we garden. My old garden looked very much like this but more roses. Lots of roses and foxgloves as well.

We've moved to a different place and there's nothing much in the garden so we're starting from scratch.

Rebecca
http://frombrain2bookshelf.blogspot.com

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